Sometimes people wont always understand.
They wont always understand the commitments you have or have made.
They wont always understand that you cant always join in and do the things that they want you to be a part of
They wont always understand that you may or may not have it tough
They wont always understand the things you do and why you do them
They wont always understand why you smile when no one else is smiling
They wont understand why you still smile when you dont feel like smiling
They wont always understand why you enjoy your solitude
They wont always understand why you choose to spend your weekends on a couch instead of being out with your friends.
People dont always understand me and I am absolutely fine with that. I dont always feel the need to explain myself . Its tiring and sometimes it is a waste of time.
Everyone does not need to know everything about you. That doesnt mean you have to hide yourself, but its all just a matter of what you choose to share about yourself at that very moment. I also think that when people come to terms with the fact that you dont always have to say YES or you dont always have to do things for people you get this build up of strength within yourself. An addition to your confidence.
Some people may not like the decisions I make yet some may actually understand. I am trying to get through everyday with a smile on my face and in doing so I need to make decisions of which I, at the end of the day will know and feel like it was the right choice to make. Some people may not agree and I am ok with that.