!Thankful!

I am still growing up and I am still getting the hang of handling tough situations fairly and making difficult decisions. Recently I have had to make some very hard decisions. Some to do with family, friends and academics.

When it comes to friendship I realised that there are going to be some decisions that you chose to make of which may really effect others around you, however you feel very strong about and which you positively feel is right for yourself. In my case I had to make a decision like that yesterday and I did.

Recently I have been ignoring my true feelings in hopes of ensuring everyone else’s happiness, but recently it had been overcoming me and so I decided to do something about it.

It made me realise that sometimes even when you choose or make a right decision you may end up standing alone, but then I looked around and realised that I was truly not alone. I had friends that stood by my side from the very beginning, and it made me smile because I realised the kind of true friends I have.

And so, even though I lost a friend in that decision-making I realised that I had been blessed with so much more. Much more than I could have asked for and for that I am truly thankful.

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Environmental.Dork.

I am secretly becoming more environmentally friendly and aware of my surroundings. Now a days it bothers me when I see people waste water or throw litter on the floor or do something non-environmetally friendly. For instance the other day a friend of mine took a shower before they exercised and when they were done with their vigorous workout they took another shower. Now cheers to my friend for being hydienic, but I could not understand why she could not just have one shower right after her exercise instead of having two. We already waste litres of water brushing our teeth. But yes you get the point. Keep in mind I do love my showers, but I love our environment. It is depressing knowing that our planet, flourishing with life, is already dying and although we humans have started trying to make an effort we still affect our planet in great ways. Sometimes I reckon we do not notice what we really do to our resources or how we really effect climate change, because we are so used to our daily routines all other little things go unnoticed.

I am so engaged in topics like environmental science, meteorology, global warming etc. that I have decided to work on my first real documentary. ‘The Green Life’. I am currently still working on the research so the video production part has not really commenced much. I want it to be great and just great :D But I also want people to understand that our planet truly is a special place. We only allow recognition when we watch informative documentaries that really open our eyes, but disregard it later and move on with our lives. I am going to introduce ‘local heroes’ in my documentary to at least inspire people to contribute to saving our planet. I know I’m still young, but you got to start somewhere.

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Why do I feel so empty?

I wake up in the morning and the sun shines on my face

but it is so different now

Why do I feel so much emptiness deep down inside?

I know people are around me especially people who care about my well being

But why is it so hard to get rid of that emptiness?

How can one man cause so much destruction?

How did it get this bad?

And now when people call my name under their breaths I feel so angry.

Just angry. It makes me want to cry.

I don’t know what really holds all this inner fury strength compacted and restless in my body.

My heart just wants to tear and when it actually feels like it is, I feel a huge vibration all over my body and it makes me want to cry.

I am so angry. So angry with everything.

I’m fair

I dont’t know what to do.

I have fallen at a cross road and now…I don’t know where to go

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!HAPPY.MOTHERS.DAY!

Yes I am a day late.

But !HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

Happy Mothers Day to all mothers who stand strong for their children and ensure their security.

Happy Mothers Day to all mothers who love their child unconditionally.

And

Happy Mothers Day to all mothers who have sacrificed whatever for their child!

I am proud to have a mum like mine and I love her so much

Happy Mothers Day mum!!!

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Troubling.Friendships.

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Behind the wall of friendship are steps. Upon those steps are plays. Certain necessities to ensure that your friendship flourishes.
It is not something that you follow, but more of something that you understand as you grow older having learnt the difference between good and bad choices. Majority of us may have had the oppurtunity of understanding the key factors to a friendship on our own from the start of our childhood.

Honesty

Trust

Loyalty

Staying in Contact

and so on

However some may have not have had that oppurtunity or choice to do so.

As you feel that you a gradually making your way up the steps one by one with a friend, you learn more and more not only about them, but about yourself and what a friendship should be like. From then on you start the set standards for what a true friend should appear like and what traits they should have and so on.

When you have a friend who you greatly admire who undermines those standards…what do you do?
It looks like youre going back down the steps. Why would you want to go back down the steps? Its silly isn’t it.

Thats where your initiative to think smart and think for yourself respectively comes in.

You should never let anyone walk all over you or create such a mess in your life. We are all getting older and so feel no need for that sort of nonsense in our lives.

Amendments. Amend it! If it settles for the best than you can move on back up those steps. There is always room for second chances. But if it settles for the worst. Do not let it bring you down. A friend who you have lost was never a friend to start out with in the beginning. Move on. There are 6 billion and more people in the world today. Someone, a true friend is sure to move straight to the top of the steps with you no matter how close you are to the brink of falling off them. They will be there to catch your every fall without question.

That is what a true friend is.

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